
I’m on my brother’s YT premium.
Realistically its going to be some a small handful of good videos followed by me navigating what seems like an endless ocean of slop, giving up to then stare at my phone and read Lemmy.
Cynical and bitter mutualist & consequentialist. Xenofeminist. LGBTQIA. Rabidly hedonistic & sex positive. Soft Anti-natalist. Atheist’s anti-theist. Polyam Finsexual. He/Him (but honestly pretty gender ambivalent).
I hate accelerationists (left or right) and their apologists as much as I hate fascists.
I want to forgive people who were eligible to vote in the US 2024 elections and choose not to vote for Harris. However, I don’t think I can, other than a particular someone who I fell in love with, so you might as well be unrepentant I guess because I probably wont fall in love with you.
I used to want good things, but everyone else seems to be fine with bad things. So now I’m also pro-vacuum decay event.
I don’t usually have access to this account on non-work days

I’m on my brother’s YT premium.
Realistically its going to be some a small handful of good videos followed by me navigating what seems like an endless ocean of slop, giving up to then stare at my phone and read Lemmy.
Even if it did, Bezos would lobby against the laws needed to establish it.

I’ve commented on this before, she needs to learn to communicate her desire and not just assume her being in her underwear instantly communicates “I want sex.”
Like, sure, if he saw her in her underwear and understood this was her way of communicating that and he is still not going for it maybe there is an issue. But by default there is no way to know that is what their relationship is like.
The question becomes, whose feelings should we be concerned with, the suicidal or the people who know the suicidal person?
Personally, I’d rather suicidal people or people experiencing suicidality to have their additional coping mechanism.
You feel sad for yourself. A person joking about themselves committing suicide is experiencing suicidality like 99% of the time. They might not be able to do it because of fear of death, but they almost certainly actually think about it and joking about it is a coping mechanism.
Some neighbors deserve my hatred, mainly the ones I had in rural areas. Luckily my current neighbors seem great, I live in a city now.

Poor “perfectionist ethics” good people get punished even worse.
People who are ethically normal and average but poor are usually content. People who operate on vibes are fine. I’m surrounded by them.
But if you are stupid and selfish you are fucked and if you are smart and neurotic about being a good person you are double fucked.
Life is definitely a curse.
That makes sense for the average person maybe. Unfortunately, I am not the average person and I will almost certainly be cripplingly even more sad in old age. I have strong reasons to believe this, largely due to having missed out on life more or less by sheltering myself from it in my youth. And as I age I’ll continue to know this and it’ll become more and more cemented and bitter.
Though I will say, this also might be influenced by the fact that they merely surveyed a slice of people, and older people might have been happier in 2012 (and continue to be so) because they have more money than previous generations will have in their own old age.
At this point we’re fucked anyway but I want the opium that is slightly better governance with the democrats as the world sinks into a trash fire so I voted for them.